Frozen Smiles
This song is an older one that I had written quite some time ago, but thought it would be cool do dig up and do for this CD. It is about the first big move or change that I had in my life. I think I was fourteen, and my dad had just gotten custody of me and was deciding to leave the state. There was this one girl at the time that I had been madly in love with ever since I could remember, and I was devastated. I had the whole first love, puppy dog type of thing going on and it was bad. Of course little things like leaving the state where I grew up, and where all my family and friends were didn't really help much either.The next few months after the move are really where the song comes from. I was in a strange new place where I only knew the people that we were staying with, and I missed home. I remember looking at the pictures of everyone and seeing their smiles frozen back in a happier time, and feeling so far away from that. It was definitely a pretty tough time in my life.
Lyrics
All alone with the voices in the wind
See your face now, like I never will again
The moment is broken by the tears you cry as we're
Standing on the edge of it all, and I wonder what lies ahead...
Behind my frozen smiles that I'm finally seeing for myself
As all the years we had just fade away
Cause you were the one thing that I never left behind
Never giving up on those better days
Oh.....moving on......
That southern rain that cuts me on the inside
As the future slowly turns to memory
I remember that last day, how I held your hand
Before you turned around and walked away,
From it all, and the things I'll never know...
Behind my frozen smiles that I'm finally seeing for myself
As all the years we had just fade away
Cause you were the one thing that I never left behind
Never giving up on those better days
Oh.....moving on......